Stacy's Paradise

It's more than one month here

i find out that the biggest difference between be a student and be a employee is that you have to save save and save

Study Abroad means you have to be independent 

you have to do everything by yourself

you have to cook, do the laundry, clean house, study, communicate with others, making friends, walk to school and calculate the living cost

especially without income now makes me feel extremely unsafe and unhappy

i am the one who doesn't have enough background for support my life 

i can't ask someone to give me money fluently because it's let me feel embrassing

i have the limit cost for myself and i hate that because it took away my breath

when can it ends????