Stacy's Paradise

i am going to uk on this friday..

i don't know why i just get confuse about this.

should i do so or not? 

is that  kind of life what i want?

what do i want and what can i have?

how many can i got? especially how much pain shold i used to?

you know i miss you i really miss you but i know it's over so.....

you will never know how much work i need to do for control myself not call you again???

i really know it's end and i know i can do so but how come on some moment i really want to give up..

but i know you will not follow my rule anymore because it's not before anymore

it's new relationship now and only thing i can do is just have my own life as your wish..

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can i say no and will it works?????